Written by myself...

I've felt this way before, So insecure..
too much pressure
When I realize, I am confuse..
When I most need you,
I feel you away from me
I can't fight with myself again..
.I hate when you say you don't understand
Maybe someday
I'll be just like you
This lack of self control
I fear is never ending,
Controlling, Confusing what is real...




WHat is fair? what is unfair..? to me things always unfair.. one walkin in the head of others.. smashin their head.. like a challenge who smash more.. HUH..! ¬¬ nobody deserves.. =/ Fair.. nice word..but no one practice it Damm it*

Poems written by Flor de Lotus

SHE

Fake smile,
True tears.
when they think that
she's ok..
she is not.
That's the way
she does
to doesn't show what
she's feeling..
if she shows.
.maybe you don't understand.
No place to go,
no place so cry..
the only choice..
is cry at night,
maybe her pillows
understands more than anyone..
She walks,
but no one see her
she says,
no one hear what she says,
but she needs to say
even,
when she has nothing to say..
..Shiiiih!
don't make noise..
just silence..
Silence such as the night..
She knows that some place
she is be loved
such as she loves,
and always will,
love you.
♥

It's true,
you are that one who
let My Sky so blue...
Onde quer que eu vá..
Tudo está tão wonderful...
ao menos to me.
then, i was thinking..
what era eu,
before de tudo isso começar..






Easy.. o que pra você é easy...
maybe it's not to me..
why is it so dificil de entender...
but what is easy?
Se tudo fosse facil...
life não teria graça, there's no reason to live...